How to be with uncertainty

How to be with uncertainty

We’re in uncertain times. The world and reality as we know it is breaking up.

We’re uncertain. We don’t know what’s next. We don’t know the way forward. We’re passing through a door — a portal — of no return.

Uncertainty makes us feel shaky. It brings up fear, worry, anxiety, and panic.

It also makes us hold on desperately to what we know,  to what’s familiar, and to expect we’ll return to the world as we knew it.

It’s instinctive.

Though holding on might be the last thing that’s helpful. Not only to grow, but to survive.

Because we’re being forced to change.

I went to Mother Mary with my own uncertainty. And to ask for guidance.

Here’s what she (and other beings) said.


Channeled message from Mother Mary

Dearest Mary,

How are we to be with uncertainty?

Dear One,

As you did just now, it is to not know. When you do not know, you are open.

When you do not know, you are naked.

When you do not know, everything becomes possible.

And that is the place the Divine is asking you and all of humanity to come to.

It is as though you are now ready to grow from an infant who can only crawl to a toddler who can learn to stand. It will be wobbly. It will be shaky. You will fall and hurt yourselves.

But come to me naked and not knowing. For then your heart is open to receiving Me.

You cannot know and do not know the next cycle of your collective evolution. It will not be like what you have had. It will not be what you know. And therefore this uncertainty is preparing you all to open to possibility. To many possibilities.

Possibilities for healing. Possibilities for equality and unity. Possibilities for peace and caring and brotherhood and sisterhood. Possibilities for co-existing in harmony, respect, and honor. Possibilities to be truly human, not where the world has been for so long.  Possibilities for kindness, gentleness, giving and sharing. Possibilities for truth and beauty and rest and abundance for all. Possibilities for balance without the jagged peaks of those who have so much and those who have so little.

That is the great pain of this world. The greed. The hate. The violence. The judgments.

This is a possibility to grow up. For you are no longer children.

Possibility is a choice

Those of you who will open to this possibility will know a whole new world. And it is a choice.

It is a choice to give up what you know, to open, receive, and claim the larger spheres and dimensions of you. All will not do this. And that will be as it is for now.

But for those of you who are uncertain, come to us. Look to us. Ask us. Ask. Reach for the Divine. This is a journey of you opening to the larger dimension of who you are as a human being.

The uncertainty and not knowing is the wall that forces you to look up, stretch your arms and legs to climb to a higher dimension. So it is not the end, but it is a beginning of the new.

The choice to climb is a choice. We are watching each and every one of you. When you ask, we reach down and lift you up. We cannot help those who will not ask.

Come to know You

Know that when you feel the most alone, and step into that not knowing, the light of the Divine shines upon you so that you may look up to see the truth of You.

For you are one with God and Goddess. And you have forgotten this. You live broken lives — jagged lives of suffering and toil and separation. This is the time to stop denying the greatness and grandeur of You. The power of You. The beauty of You. The majesty of You. The love that You are. And the light of You.

So claim your Divine Self. Come uncertain. Come not knowing. And the doors will be flung open.

You are always in our hearts.


Racism and how you can heal it (channeled wisdom from the Divine Feminine)

Racism and how you can heal it (channeled wisdom from the Divine Feminine)


I am deeply troubled by the current racist violence and inhumanity. The heat of my own internalized racism and racism has been rising up, like fire on my skin. I know as a woman of color and an immigrant that my self-worth is very connected to this issue.

So I went into prayer and meditation this morning, and asked Mother Mary and Mary Magdalene for guidance. This is what came through which I want to share with you.


Dearest Mary,

Please help me heal my judgement towards myself of my color and my race, and my judgment of others’ color and their race. It is so deep in my cells. Please help me release this. Please help me raise my head high and to speak my truth of what I know, with love.

Please help me release my negative feelings and beliefs towards white people, and all that they have done over the centuries. I’ve probably been white, too, in past lifetimes.

If you have any words of wisdom or guidance or healing, I would love to receive.


Dear One,

I am with you.

This is a pain and a thinking that you hold that you and the world holds not only in their minds but in their cells and in their very bones. This system of racism, of believing one is more valuable than another is abhorrent. This points to a great need of growth for humankind.

Mother Earth is angry.

People are angry, and rightly so, for this must be corrected to move forward, to evolve. It is essential for each person to clear in their eyes, in their minds, in their hearts, in their bodies, and their Souls this hatred and fear of a different race.

This separation, these judgments, these beliefs of who is better than are sins. This is grievous, grievous, erroneous thinking.

It sets you up to be enemies. It sets you up to war against each other.

Most of all, it sets you up to prevent from loving yourself.

And from receiving love from others.

With this kind of hate you will forever be impoverished in some form or fashion. And this impoverishment, and this disease of racism will find its way to you as long as you keep this hate, hold on to this hate and otherness.

It will come to you as disease. It will come to you as pestilence. It will come to you as it has in the current virus. It will come to you as a lack of love, as broken families, as a broken life, as a poverty of comfort.

What humankind does not know, or most of humankind does not know, is that what you do and how you think about another boomerangs to yourself.

Right now there is a somewhat legal system although that is greatly, shall we say, faulty. But the true legality exists on an energetic and a spiritual level. That what indeed you think about, say about, feel about, and do to another from hatred, from judgment, with anger, and violence will, without a doubt, return back to you personally. To your life. You and you alone are responsible. It is not whether you are caught in the act. It does not matter if nobody sees the act or the thought or the feeling. That is not what is accounted for here. There is a higher law. The Law of Karma — of cause and effect. What you do, think about, say about, and feel about another will boomerang back to you.

Most of humankind does not know this, does not live by this. It is an area of growth direly necessary. You are all in the throes of this. There will be suffering. There will be upheaval. There will be pain. There will be death. But you are in the churn of it all.

You can choose to be in the churn of it. But the fastest way out from this churn is to look inside yourself.

Look inside your mind for your own judgments.

1. First, about yourself.

How do you see yourself in comparison with people who look different from you? How do you feel about yourself? How do you hold the color of your skin? What is the value or the devalue that you give it?

How you hold this is a stance. And like any stance, it has a vibration that can be changed, as you know, in an instant. So, do that.

Change your stance.

Choose to change your stance. Where there is separation, where there is self-violation, where there is self-disregard, self-dismissal, putting yourself down, thinking yourself inferior, go into your heart and bring — find the love. Color in those places with all your favorite colors. Adorn yourself. Bedeck yourself there. Create practices to make yourself feel beautiful, worthy, powerful, gifted, and Divine.

This is the inward step toward yourself.

2. The second is towards others.

How do you see others? Be very, very watchful here. Because it is easy to rationalize. How do you regard people who look different from you? How do you feel towards them? What arises in your body? How do you treat them? How have you treated them before?

This is an uncomfortable practice because we all want to think of ourselves as not having such feelings but it is essential, because if you don’t, this is what will return back to you in some shape, form, or manner.

So note your thoughts and feelings and sensations, and now, bring love there. And notice what comes up as you bring love. Whether you fight it. Whether you resist it. Whether you don’t want it. Whether you push it away. Or you think it shouldn’t be so. Where it confronts your idea of what reality should be like. And, especially what you have gained by these ways of thinking. What have you gained? In what ways have you felt better about yourself? Or felt superior? Pumped up your ego?

Much of this has been inherited from those who have gone before you. You do not have to follow blindly any more. You can turn the tide. You can change the tide of this ocean. And say no, that you choose something different here.

And then, choose it.

Bring love. Bring the flowers, the colors, and the animals. Bring all the music.

Go back in time to think of all the ways, experiences, where you have regarded others in this way. Whether or not you were taught to. When you were taught to and were blindly in the throes of that.

And when you knew what you were doing.

It is uncomfortable but stay there. Don’t let yourself off the hook.

So bring love. Sisterhood. Brotherhood. Friendship.

3. And the third step is towards Mother Earth.

And with that, do the same thing. In what ways have you used her? Trampled her? Taken more from her than you needed? Thought of her as a thing?

And the same applies to God. To the Divine.

All of this is an exercise for you to know love. For you to love yourself. And to love others. Loving does not mean giving yourself away, or not setting boundaries, or saying no, or standing up for yourself. That is all truth and is necessary when it’s needed. But it is time to change these old, old fears, judgments, beliefs between races.

So begin.

We are with you as you do this work.

Blessings to all.

About Love, being true to you, and the Feminine (channeled message from Mother Mary)

About Love, being true to you, and the Feminine (channeled message from Mother Mary)

This is a message channeled from Mother Mary about Love, the necessity of being true to yourself in this time of intense shift, and Femininity.


Love does not mean denying yourself. Love does not mean being small. Love does not mean remaining in fear, guilt, and shame.

To love is to claim your infinite brilliance, vastness, light, sovereignty, authority, dignity, majesty, beauty, delight, sacredness, prosperity, health, partnership, friendship, sisterhood, brotherhood, glory, success, fame if it is what the Soul wants.


And to learn to bring love where there wasn’t love before.

Learn to be true to yourself

Love is to learn to be true to you. To live from who you are, not other people’s modes of living or what the world believes.
So much of the external world is lies. This is to learn to live your true life. Only that brings true happiness and joy and pleasure and satisfaction. Otherwise there is always this sense of something missing, or not quite right. And in worse cases it can feel like a depression or a deadness.
But your whole body sings when you do what you are to do, when you are who you are. And this is often surrounded by great fear because for many, the indoctrination has been to not be who you are, but to be what others want you to be, or what society and patriarchy and even religions have said you can be, can have, and are. But you have no idea how incredible you are.
The way to know that is not with your conscious mind, although it has a small part to play. The way to know you is to go within. Into your body, into your heart, and into your Soul. The answers you seek are within you. The way to manifest your biggest dreams and desires are by turning your eyes inward.

The Feminine

The Feminine does not have to be mild or subservient. The Feminine is fire. The Feminine is a sword. The Feminine is fierce.
The Feminine is outrageously beautiful and does not dim her light for anyone. The Feminine believes in herself. The Feminine speaks out against wrongdoing, lies, the imposters. The Feminine is a truth teller. The Feminine is not ashamed of her body but delights in her sensuality and sexuality. The Feminine is a sister, a daughter of Mother Earth. The Feminine reaches for the stars because she knows that’s who she is.
The Feminine is playful. The Feminine is funny. The Feminine is very creative. The Feminine sees through the appearance of things to the truth within. She lives with her eyes in her heart and body.The Feminine chooses herself and loves herself. The Feminine is not afraid to be different or tell it like it is.
The Feminine is returning to take her rightful place on the planet. And you can be part of it.


If you want to walk the Path of Love, check out my upcoming program LOVE REVOLUTION. We start May 2020.

The world is the body of God and Goddess

The world is the body of God and Goddess


This is a channeled message I received from Mother Mary while I was in Medjugorje, Bosnia-Herzegovina last December. It has powerful truths and opportunities for reflection for us all at this time.


The world is the body of God and Goddess.

With each breath you breathe her in, breathe him in.

With every drink you partake of their holy sacredness.

Their fierce fire kindles your fireplace, your stoves, cooks your food as you are cooked by God and Goddess.

To be in life is to be cooked. You cannot sit on a ledge but give yourself over to the Holy Fire to bake, to become an alchemy, to transform, to release your fragrant aromas so that you may feed and nourish others.

The Earth is the body of you.

Desecrate her and you desecrate yourself. Love her and you love yourself. Honor her and you honor yourself.

For nothing is separate. Everything is connected. Everything is one.

The mind divides, the heart unites. Bring everything together in your heart. Bring everyone you know together in your heart. Love them before you even meet them.

Be the vessel of my Holy Love.

To not love is to deny yourself peace. To hate is to reject yourself. To judge is to not pardon yourself.

Make room for all in your heart. That is your truth.

To judge is to not allow them to grow and change. When you forgive, you hold the potential of their Higher Self.

Happy New Year and A Message From Mother Mary

Happy New Year and A Message From Mother Mary

Artist: Giovanni Battista Salvi da Sassoferrato

Happy New Year!

Wishing you all happiness, joy, and success in your life, relationships, and work in 2020 and into the next decade!

A New Year is a wonderful time for beginnings and endings.

  • What are you opening to and inviting?
  • What are you releasing?

I received this New Year’s message from Mother Mary to support and guide you in this time of great flux on our planet and our lives,



Message from Mother Mary


The world must rise to a higher level to succeed.

The world and humanity are being called to the next level of their evolution.

The planet—Mother Earth—is rising to a higher vibration. Things as they have been and are, are no longer being tolerated by Her, which is why there are shake-ups in every facet of your lives.

The old is being destroyed in service of the new. Just as one season must end to flow into the next, so it is at this time.

Be not afraid, but gather your courage, your hope, your truths, and your Heart.

It is in your Heart that you will find your way. Each of you has a different way. Be not afraid to be different. Be not afraid to receive ways, information, and wisdom that does not exist. Listen to your Heart for your decisions, and then act.

Humanity is evolving from the way of the mind and power to the way of the Heart. Love, peace, truth, and joy are who you are. You are being woken up to these.

Imagine your world full with these. With everyone living with these. And choosing to live from these.

It is ultimately your choice. You choose which way you and humanity will go. But your choice is significant. So significant that you can create repercussions, change, and transformation across the globe and the cosmos.

It may be even something as simple as a thought. It may be something as simple as a feeling of gratitude, love, joy, or forgiveness. And it can be as powerful as changing a belief, a way of life that limits you and keeps you in the old.

Yes, you will feel fear and uncertainty and doubt.

Because what is new and what you are awakening to does not yet exist.

You are being birthed. And no baby births herself. The mother births her.

And this is the role of the Divine Feminine. I am birthing you all anew.

Surrender. Trust. Have Faith.

You do not have to know me or come to me to be birthed. But you will… in the cave of your Heart and in the majesty of my Being.

You may know me as Mother Earth, and that may be enough. But for those who seek and desire more, seek me out. Call upon me in any form that speaks to you.

I am the Mother of all.

You have come from me.

The new ways are that of love and a higher vibration. Many of the toys and weapons you now use will need to be put down, put away. It is time to stop being children and grow up to your true natures.

But this is not a serious business. It is one of delight and play and awe and beauty.

There is great love for you, not just from me, but from many, many, many Beings.

Ultimately, it is your choice. Choose to wake up. Choose a new path, a new way. Choose to love, to have peace, to invite joy, delight, pleasure, beauty into your lives, relationships, and work. Let them perfume the fabric of your being and your lives. This is the way to wake up. This is the higher vibration.

Every choice you make that lifts you, we raise you tenfold. Whether or not you know it.

For you are our family in Spirit. You are our brothers and sisters. We watch you with great joy and love. We await your call, your requests to connect with us.

Know that you are beautiful beyond compare, beyond description. Know that you are precious and treasured and delighted in. Know that you are beyond worthy of the kingdom of Heaven.

It exists within you. Open to it. Receive it.

Receive all that you are in the eyes of God.

We are one in the Sacred Heart.


Mother Mary.

How to remove doubt and believe you’re connected to Spirit (channeled message from Mother Mary)

How to remove doubt and believe you’re connected to Spirit (channeled message from Mother Mary)

connection to Spirit

Dearest Mary,

Sometimes it is so challenging to believe that we are and can be connected to Spirit, to High Beings like you. Please can you shed light and guide us on how to remove our doubt, skepticism, smallness, and believe?

Dear One,

The issue here for you here is confidence. And the issues for others are different. It is hard for humanity to believe their sacred connection to Spirit. And it is even harder for many, for most, to believe that they are sacred. Most people don’t even have an idea of what that is. Most people are caught up in the daily routine of their lives and what society puts out as being important, that they do not have connection with their true nature.

At the core of who you are is Divinity, the Sacred, whatever you may call it and by whatever name. Religions are but cloaks; within, is your naked body of Spirit. Religions and traditions are just different forms of clothing to lead groups, cultures, to the pure, wet, pulsing Heart of Who You Are.

And that is within.

That is your Sacred Heart.

To remove doubt, smallness, ego, it is essential, especially in these times for you are on the threshold of a Grand Awakening. It has already begun for many, and will for the masses. It is essential to go into your heart, each one for themselves. Set aside ego, and listen, and wait. Each one will receive their own sacred messages. Each one will receive their own sacred wisdom. Each one will receive their own sacred light and frequencies.

So many are held sway to the conditioning of cultures, of how the world has been. But everything can be changed in an instant. Choose to question. Choose to challenge. Choose to go against the flow. And above all, choose to stay completely true to what flows from within you. No matter what others think. No matter what ways you judge yourself. No matter what fears, doubts, and disbelief you have. In fact, let those be milestones. Let those be indicators that you are on your right path.

You, Mytrae, are afraid to be seen as a Light. As you have been told, you have had much persecution and prevention in the past. And that holds you back. But much of it has been removed and is being removed. Your every step forward allows me and the others working with you to remove it even more, And that is your sacred dance with Spirit. Your step forward allows us to clear the way. So step into this.

The highest of Lights has come to you.

Will you receive me?

Will you speak about me?

Will you share these words with others?

The world is a parched desert. Hearts are hungry, thirsty, dry. It is not just the meaning and message of these words but the frequencies that flow through it every time every person reads them. They receive me into their hearts, into their bodies, into their minds. So this is what you are doing, and what you are being invited to. To share my Light, my Love, and my Sacred Heart with the world.

Yes, dearest Mary, I will. I will. I will. (I’m crying here, with her invitation).

Then go. Put this out.

Thank you.